Gone!!!

We have danced, back and forth
To and fro
But mostly we have spun around in circles
Now we right back where we were

My faith in love, in happily-ever afters
My faith in you
My faith is us
But which us? – cause us never really was
But in my mind!!!

So now I’m taking a bow
This is my curtain call
My days of dancing in circles have come to an end
My heart can’t take the heat anymore
Of dancing yet never getting gold
Never being the oNe!!!
But which one? Cause there was never only one with you

The only circle I wanted was the circle of love
Of the covenant of a never-ending bond
But it was never to go there was it???
It existed, but only in my mind
I saw it... but only through my eyes

I guess it’s my fault
For choosing to see not what is but what could be
For holding on to a possibility
That was really slim if I think about it
But I also guess that I held on for as long as I had to
You know the heart
It needs time
It needs proof – blood
To be convinced that it beats in vain